Gah, frustration

My mother and I are in a fight. It is really silly. And stupid and pointless. We used to get along really well.

Since I moved back home after college and especially since we started planning a wedding, we've been butting heads. Mostly because it seems like she is only ever asking me stupid questions. And I'm sure she doesn't mean them to be stupid, but that is how they end up.

And of course, I am not helping the situation, by answering these stupid questions with honest answers. And honestly, sometimes to other people's ears, comes out as bitchy. She also doesn't like the reply "I don't know."

So this morning we are fighting because she got a card for me to send to my goddaughter for Halloween. Sounds harmless, right?

Well, she asked last week if I was sending something to Hayden for Halloween and I said no. Which should have been enough.

**Before you go thinking I am a horrible godmother, Hayden is 5 months old. It seems a little silly to send a Halloween card to her...next year, when she might get excited to have mail, or like to have her own pack of M&Ms, it's another story**

So when she pulled out the card (after I've gotten 5.5 hours of sleep and my immune system is slowing losing a battle to a cold), I was a bit surprised. And told her that it was stupid to send a 5 month old a card. And that I didn't even know what to write. So instead I started packing my lunch.

She snatched the card up and told me "Just go away"....awesome start to the morning.

She has told me several times that 1 - I should have just eloped, 2 - she doesn't even want to come to the wedding anymore and 3 - she hates how I am growing my hair and it looks horrible (which seems silly but is a big deal).

I think we just need to start again.... gosh my eyes are so tired